AYE DIOS MIO! JOTOS!

All this controversial stuff in the news lately... like this gay marriage/prop 8 stuff. Hey, Homosexuals! If its law then its law, just because you dont like it, doesnt mean you keep trying to get your way! This is a democracy and majority rules. Twice now , I think, we have voted on prop 8 and passed it. Get over it. It will not be undone. Yeah, your constitutional rights blah blah blah, you forget its also our right to ammend our Constitution? Im sick and tired of hearing about this, which is why I am repeating myself. You struck out once, twice... and if a third time? Your outta here! The more you whimper and bitch, the more people are going to dislike you. The more people will vote against you. The more people will hate you. And when I make these statements, I mean not only will they hate you more passionately, but more people will begin to dislike you as well. Its already proven in the second polls on prop 8. More people voted for it to stay the second time (not to mention it wasnt legal for very long in the first place). Now, what are you fighting for? The right to give your relationship a 50/50 chance at survival? Because thats the divorce rate these days, 50%. Or do you want the benifits? Awe, what a beautiful cause....money... You want benifits? Lobby for some sort of civil union and dont call it marriage. You will have a better chance at that, assuming that people have forgotten that you wont stop nagging. Because thats how you are pissing people off. You have heard it enough... so i'll put it as plainly as possible. Man + Woman = Marriage! Whoopie! Not 2 men or 2 women! Now on a tangent...I'm completely against homosexuality, Person + child = bad... (Pedophile)Person + animal = bad...(beasiality) Person + dead person = bad...(necrophelia) Person + someone who doesnt want it = bad... (rape). Not only are these bad, these people go to fucking jail or get put on some kind of medication or therapy to fix thier heads. Person + same sex person = naw thats cool... Its natural... they arent hurting anyone...Hah! BullshitX2. Its not natural, sure animals do it, but then again, that damaged waste of DNA doesnt reproduce and it dies off. Its called... (drum roll)... Natural selection! Ever heard of it? But despite what nature intends, they survive. Thanks mostly to womens gay bestfriends/shopping pals (which they defend ferociously! Let me tell you!), mens obssesions with lesbians( they are lesbians you dumbasses, they dont like you or your sex organs! What you see are straight girls who just want attention and you probably dont stand a chance in hell convincing them both to join you in bed. Like you would have the sexual prowess to please them both anyways...) and things like artificial insemination and adoption. And this crap about them not hurting anyone. You must have heard the commercials on the radio or saw them, they want this taught in school, to teach kids its ok. Look, We have rapists and sexual deviants because those criminals were exposed to something fucked up in thier childhood. Now, with that in mind, we want to teach homosexuality is okay in grade school or earlier? Imagine the impications on society. I cant even begin. But besides my theories and hatred, I am not trying to stop you from having some sort of legal union. Go for it, its not important or significant in anyway. But you guys and girls probably screwed the pooch on thats one...(thats illegal too). I mean CHRIST!!! (Ugh...here I go again...)You have a problem and you want to make it okay!? Look, whats the purpose of life? Take a second... There you go... Got it? WRONG!! Its not happiness. Its to reproduce, two homosexuals can not, and will never be able to reproduce. In my opinion... thats the only good thing about them. BUT! Besides all this ranting. The focus is this: Knock off the petty bitching and live your lives, they are good still, stop pestering busy and important people with your marriage bullshit! (do you see people trying to make speeding legal because they dont like tickets?) and honestly... Just shut up and go back in the closet, try it, your life will be so much easier...

And on a different note, I look at this from an intelligent point of view, a natural point of view. Im not some retarded red neck hatemonger accusing fags of sucking up the white mans air. (Im mexican) And i'm not being a religious zealot proclaiming that all fags are going to hell because god hates them. (I'm not religious). So. Thank you. =]

Lost for words...

I am somewhat relieved, and somewhat disappointed that this weekend was without anything worth mention. I hung out with my best friend on Saturday morning. We did our normal thing, played some COD4, got fast food, and exchanged funny jokes and videos, all at the same time from about 9am to 1pm. then he heads out and I talk to my girlfriend for a bit. later that day i went and saw a friend, picked up my brother and went home. my mom, brother and i played a few games of Yahtzee, I won both times. And today doesn't seem to be shaping out to be much more than monotonous. I woke up at 7am to drop my brother of at his place because he had to lay some sod, I went back to sleep until about noon when I text my friend Grilliam and my gf for about another hour and a half in bed. I got out of bed at about 1:30 and took a shower. at about 2:30 I started this. And unless I am a clairvoyant, I have nothing else to talk about, so... wish me luck that the rest of today will be productive or exciting. at the very least safe lol. Good day.

Pseudo Maturity and the Teenage Drama

So this weekend was pretty much a nightmare for me. The usual couple problems hit and were blown out of proportion. Everyone should know what I am talking about. I do not do this often, or even rarely. I have, for my whole life, prided myself on being a very mature individual. I grew up seldom with friends my own age (outside of school). I was surrounded by adults and assimilated to their culture, even when I was only as tall as their hips. I learned to problem solve and to talk things out, to always understand that there is never one point of view. But… relationships complicate everything… (sigh). Before I cause myself any trouble, I am not saying relationships are not worth their hassles. Of course they are. I am not going to list the pros of being in a real relationship, that would take to long. I am going to stick to this weekend. Anyways, some disagreements… some inconsiderate actions… slight events that tumble from insignificant grains of sand to mountainous meteoroids that destroy weekends. BUT! Miraculously! These problems are solved within days or hours in the usual teenager fashion….hours or days of silence. I find it annoying, but when I am participating in one of these battles… well… it all makes sense. WRONG! It does not. That brings along my Title, pseudo maturity. All the time I thought I was grown up, was I not? Am I regressing? Was I unique or is this normal? Nonetheless, I do not like these skirmishes. Adulthood is so damn complicating… I do not see how you do it. I feel like as I am growing older I am loosing my sense of rationality. But, again, I would not relinquish my relationship for anything, I am just complaining to take up time and space and thoughtfully pat on a few keys. So, as I am ending my dramatic little monologue, I want to leave asking the question: is this normal? And is it grown out of?